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Saturday, January 21, 2006

A lie unfolds to nothing but the truth

It was on the 18th of January when my significant other called me. It was in the evening, just after I got off the phone with Mazdak (trying to get him to say shit about my significant other if my last night’s plans back fire) Mazdak said he didn’t like to get involved until I mentioned Maggie’s name. So how is Maggie doing I asked in a mysterious tone. He remained silent for a moment, then he asked me, "what you know about Maggie?" My reply was simply that I didn’t want to get involved, as it was; it was none of my business. Mazdak then knew he had to either spill the beans or he wouldn’t get a word out of me.
“Lina, I’ll call you back in 10 minutes and I’ll tell you all, if you tell me all” he said.

“Sounds good to me”, I replied.
You see Mazdak is not stupid, in fact he’s really smart, and he deserves more credit than I’ve ever given him. I believe it was then we hung up the phone that Mazdak called Maggie asking her about the connection we had together. Surely, then Maggie told Mazdak the story about how I fainted because of the remarks that Mazdak said (which he really never did) Presumably, I believe my significant other somehow found time to discuss this matter with Maggie, about the previous night events (About me fainting).
Mazdak called me back. It took longer than the initial 10 minutes promised, but a call back guaranteed me enough back up if things went wrong and if somehow my significant other found a flaw in my story. So it was a sign of relief when I saw Mazdak’s name on my caller display. I answered, he started. He really gave it to me. Bitched at me for including his name into my daily drama series, questioned my perception of him and if he really lacked that much knowledge. I couldn’t believe he found out! How on earth did this happen, but I knew now the grounds beneath us were unsteady. I had to find out how the word got to him without directly asking because he would know that I’m still trying to get information out of him. First I started with the begging, “Pleaseeee Mazdak tell me who said all of this!” When that approach didn’t work, I began with the shouting, “Mazdak, tell me now!!!!” That didn’t work either, so I began with the threats, “Mazdak, I swear if you don’t tell me, I’ll never talk to you again!” Nope, no success there either. So I said indirectly, “Why would my significant other tell Maggie of my private life?” He replied!
“See, Lina, I don’t know why he does”
YES!!! I now knew how the information was being passed. It seems as if my significant other called Maggie on the 18th and told her of what happened to even make Mazdak look worse, so she doesn’t pay any attention to him!
I hung up the phone with Mazdak to ponder the situation I have placed everyone in. It was then that I received a call from an Mike, ex boyfriend of mine. We dated for about 2 months and broke up last March. I answered the phone and sat in silence for 10 minutes while he went rambling on.
“Lina, I love you, I’ve been with so many girls and I haven’t felt anything like the way I felt with you, your amazing, you don’t know how much you mean to me, I love you, and I would do anything to have you with me or for you to even say that there is hope for us from a year from now. Anything you want, I will give you.” And he continued to ramble on.
It actually made me ponder. How would life be like with Mike? The guy he was well off, getting an education, had a wonderful family, most of all, he was a man.
But my pondering was cut short when I realized I didn’t have the patience for such an idiot.
“Listen, Mike, you are a great guy and sure I had fun while we were together but things have changed and I am seeing someone” I replied
“But Lina, listen for a sec, I know this sounds really not like me, but I don’t mind being second to they guy your dating” Mike said.
Wow, I defiantly knew this conversation was going nowhere, the last thing I need is to have someone cling on me.
I quickly told him I had to go and I would think about what he said.
I sat for another moment, shaking my head on the past two day’s events. So much has happened; there was no way more issues could come our way.
My significant other rang me.
I answered.
“Hey, Lina, you would never guess what happened today!” he said.
Oh great I thought, what is next?
“Well, you see Maggie called me today when I was heading to my lecture and she said she had to show me something on her agenda. So I told her she would have to meet me in my lecture hall. So anyhow, she came all the way to show me what is on her ‘to do’ list, and I looked down to read it when the last thing said, “To kiss *******” (my significant other’ name was on her to do list) so she totally leaned over to kiss me when I told her that what she was doing was not appropriate and she took things to another level.”
Hmmm, interesting
When me and my significant other started dating, he met her downtown once, went to watch a movie with her, and God knows what else. In fact, when my significant other and I were at a club and Maggie happened to be there, he didn’t introduce me until I told him to!
Now, I knew where this was heading, I was very upset so my response to this was,”well, if I were in Maggie’s position and you were nice and treated her the way you did and went out of your way to do what you did, I would be stupid enough to think you like me as well!”
His respond was this “Lina, you take back what you’ve just said or else we cant’ see each other”
Fuck, why was I getting flash backs of 3rd grade.
“No I am not going to take it back, why should I take back how I feel about a situation.”
Bottom line here was he made me take it back. Fuck.
So supposedly after he told Maggie she got the wrong impression, she ran off crying.
So I made sure I figure out when my significant other spoke to Maggie about the night before events.
“Baby, I have a question for you, when did you speak to Maggie about last nights events?” I asked.
“When she tried to kiss me””Oh, so you managed to tell her, right after she broke in tears and ran off?”
“Yes.”
“Oh, sounds good” I replied.
We said our good nights and I was beginning to unfold the truth about the man I supposedly cared so much about
Tune into- Tomorrow’s Blog, for more of this crazy story!!!

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