I don't NEED this...

I do not know where I stand. I do not know how long it will take for my recovery. I'm not one to commit at this point... I don't need authority. I don't need to hide secrets. I don't need to worry about whether I'm making a mistake trusting a guy. I don't need to worry whether what he says is sincere or not. I don't need to think of a future for him and I. I don't need to think about settling down. I don't need to have drama. I don't need to have arguments. I don't need someone to leave me. I don't need to leave someone.. I don't need to listen to false promises. I don't need to give any. I don't need to take back anything I say because nothing needs to be said. I don't need to pretend I'm perfect. I don't need to fulfill one's sexually desires. I don't need to make myself worry. I don't need to cry myself to sleep. I don't need to doubt things. I don't need to waste my time. I don't need to have someone who's there for the thrills. I don't need someone to appreciate who I am for my genetic attire. I don't need to think of you. I don't want to think of you. I wish I could stop thinking about you.