Yes, Stand up for a change!

Here it is,

I've decided to do something for myself. That something is get rid of a few pounds. Yeah, I know you may think I'm crazy but I need a crazy change also. How many other colours are there left to dye my hair, not much. Another hair cut? No way! So this is what I want, and I want it to be a dramatic change. So I hope everyone will respect my decision and not throw food toward me. I wish I could get a personal trainer, atleast that way someone else would motivate me too. It's so hard to actually want to loose weight because no one around me agrees with that decision. Well, bottom line is this one is for me. I am doing this and going through with this. I won't say "oh a bite won't kill" because I'll then always be a bite away from my goal.
I'm learning how to pray. I want to learn so I can start being closer to God. What a surprise?!?!?! yes! Very unlike me but I'm changing as a person. So I've decided to fast also. Well thats more for my fat but God will understand.
My significant other just called me 2 minutes ago. I ignored his call. When we first started going out, I was always so happy to see his name on caller display and now I don't want to pick up his call unless he tricks me and calls private. I have to go help my sister move now. Sucks but it has to be done.