Okay, I am limiting myself. My recreational drug use has become my daily habit. It's been a habit strectched too long. Sure you may say that someone has influenced me to make my decision to cut down. Alot. Being used for recreational purposes is good smoking once every two weeks (well, smoking how many times you feel like it- in one day) Every two weeks. Seems good. So Mazdak got fired from his job which means no more calls in the middle of the night. He was a secruity officer for a condo doing night-shifts. He would always call me, wanting to talk to me, so I could keep him company. I'd always respond, "I'm friendly and care for my friends, but Mazdak you're pushing it" So in return last night I happened to be awake till the wee hours in the morning and I called Mazdak to wake him up. (All those nightly phone calls he'd make to me eventually lead him to getting fired!) He confronted me about my ex, saying that I have feelings for him. But the matter that pissed me off was that I could careless!!! and if he could just stop mentioning the guys name then there wouldn't be any problems.