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Saturday, February 18, 2006

I'm not THAT innocent


It's been a very hectic week. I was really preparing myself for my mid-terms, spending endless amount of hours just studying, and studying and studying. I finished Wednesday night, and felt so relieved. I went out with Brom that night and smoked in the car while he watched me. We went to Mandarin (Buffet) and then I went home to catch up on some major sleep. I woke up Thursday, and remembered it was the 16th. The day I was to get my clitoris piercing. I looked out the window, it had snowed hard the night before. I had a long drive ahead of me too. I had to go to Downtown Toronto and I was in north Oshawa (approx. 45 -1 hour drive) I went to Hana's, picked her up and since the road conditions were really bad, we decided to take the subway downtown. Surely during the ride, Hana would question me about any doubts I had of getting my piercing. I didn't want to even think about it. It was something that needed to be done and I was going to do it because I said I would. So we went down to the piercing place and let me tell you how freaken cold it was. We were practically running to this place. So we get there and go to the counter and yeah I feel a tad bit embarrassed to tell them what they can help me with. I said I wanted to get my hood pierced and the guy looked at me and said "well, I can book you an appointment to come back tomorrow" Tomorrow?!!?
tomorrow would have been the 17th and I wanted this done on the 16th!! There was no way. Fuck that. I told him of the troubles I had to go through to get there and to be told I can't get it because his reasoning was that the two people that do genital piercing are off on Thursdays and he had never performed one. I told him there always had to be a first, but he just refused. (I wouldn't have really let him pierce my very sensitive area anyhow, I just wanted to see what he would say) So there we were, came all that way and they were refusing to pierce my clit. I was extremely frustrated so I told Hana it was our mission to be sure I get it pierced the same day. I thought of where I got my tattoo done, it was a good 30 minute walk to that place (Yonge st tattoos) We walked in, asked a ton of questions, and yes I was finally ready. The person who performed the piercing, LOL, was soo cool. Her name was Vanessa and she was extremely easy going. So yeah, I did it. Did it hurt? It was a very quick pain. It was a sharp pain. It looks really hot though. Seriously. Even Vanessa was complimenting how hot it looked. Nice. I got home much later, through traffic and the weather conditions. I took my sea salt bath. I got a phone call from Jackie, she said Rim Rock was rockin' on Thursday nights and that we should hit the club that night. I was unsure if I should go clubbing considering I just got my piercing. I decided to go anyways. I went over to Jackie's house, everyone was there already. I brought over some tequila and started my drinking. By the time we left her place, I was already smashed. I went to this Rim Rock place, not even planning on waiting on the huge line. I just went to the bouncer and said your going to let me in right? Yup he did. Unfortunately, he didn't let my friends in, LOL. So I grabbed Jackie, and we proceeded to the dance floor. I bumped into soooooo many people I know. LOL. And I'm new to Durham. After an hour, we started looking for our friends. We searched everywhere and they were no where to be found. I looked outside- to see perhaps they might still be in line (no fucking way) THEY WERE! I was soo pissed, I went out and started yelling at the bouncer. Stupid bitch needed to get laid. LOL. I then turned to the other bouncer, and said "I'm gonna bounce if you don't let my friends in now". He let them in. LOL. Yeah we partied. I recgonized this guy in my program there. I tried many times to flirt with him in school but he wouldn't look my way sooo it never happened. LOL. He was talking about how fucked up the night was and I directly went up to him. I whispered in his ear, "You make it was it is, relax and take it easy". He just looked and me, and I said I've been seeing you around. He said I never show up to my lectures. And I replied by saying he'll see me more often, then I grabbed him, kissed him and just walked away. We left the club and went back to Jackies. For some reason, I felt extremely liberated, and decided to walk in only my panties. LOL. Yeah thanks for Jackie's silk robe, everything would be exposed if she hadn't of forced me to wear it. I woke up to see myself topless on Jackie's bed. She was beside me. I didn't understand why I did what I did. LOL. I woke up Nisha (my friend from uni) she was sleeping on the couch. We went over to my house and ate cake in the morning. LOL. But I must say, I have never smoked this kinda weed that I smoked on Friday night. Masso called me and told me to come over. I went over to his place and to be honest, I have never smoked that type of weed in my life. I got sooooooooooooo fucked. I was seriously just speechless. Everything was just ?!!?!?!?!?! I asked him to drop me home. I honestly wanted to just lock myself in my room. I go to my room and my disconnected phone starts ringing?!?! WTF? lol. I was so scared to pick it up. I picked it up it was Fares, he said he was by my house with Brom and I should come out. I tried to convince them that I was pretty fucked up but they insisted. We went out, and they introduced me to more joints. LOL. I was brain dead. The rest of the night seemed pretty blurry.

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