Choke me, Spank me, Pull my hair

Wow, today was hectic.

I couldn't even wake up in the morning! Missed my morning lecture, fuck. I invested in a digital lithium scale today. This is my only friend that supports me losing weight. I made sure to take off all my clothes, before I stepped on the scale. I haven't weighed myself since early september. Then, when I first stepped on a scale, I was 131.5 lbs --- today, I stepped to find a surprise for sure! I stood there at ; 119.8lbs. hmmm 5'4 - 119.8 lbs. Not too bad. But not good enough. I am thinking my main focus for the month of January and Febuary should be to reach : 113 lbs. Gosh, this is beginning to sound like a Briget Jone's diary entry. Sameer and I went out by the lake tonight. I love going to la la land by there. We then went to Mr Greek, and after I decided to come home to clean my room!