Monsieur Tracker

Dear Tracker,

I really like you. In fact, I like you plenty. In fact, I want to see you like right now. You say I should be more assertive but I think you should be more assertive. I guess in a sense we are alike too much...Wanting more from the other person. I enjoy spending time with you but feel that we are spending our time doing things that other couples would not necessarily do. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy what we do, but other's don't think it's 'normal'. What I really want to know is how much effort I should place into this. See, the risk is large. If I really start liking you, in which I don't think will take much longer, then I don't know how much good it'll do me. So I guess the only reason why I wouldn't want to pursue anything is because I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I, in the end, will be the one hurt. Because, the gentleman that you are, I could never hurt you. I haven't seen a flaw in you and I think your absolutely magnificent.